Book Review #1: The Vanishing Game

Sooooooooooo, this is my first official book review! Well not really official official, but you know what I mean. And I’ll start with the recent book I read, The Vanishing Game.

The Vanishing Game. I like this book (but well I like almost all books I’ve read, I choose well, yes). It’s really creepy and weird, in an I Don’t Know kind of way. I really don’t know what I felt while reading but it’s a really good book.

It has good (and eerie) plot twists which are good ’cause without plot twists, what will a book be? The last part, was the part which really creeped me out, though. It was when Jocey discovered the truth about her missing twin Jack.

The clues Jason December gave, on the other hand, was a really good element ’cause it can challenge the readers but if the reader is like me, I won’t solve the clues because I really wanted to know the answer (I’m a curious person, can you blame me?).

Another element I loved was Noah (❤❤❤). As always, I am sucker for romances and it always will affect me. So the romance between Noah and Jocey is a really important part. And Noah is so perfect (Ain’t all fictional characters? Well not everyone).

I seriously don’t have any idea on how to do a book review, just what I think about the book. So you have to forgive for mistakes, okay.

Sammmmmm

What I decided to do with this blog

Hello! During the time I’m writing this sentence, I’m still thinking of what my title should be. This time, I have thought of what. And you have read the title already, of course.

So as you have read, my title is What I decided to do with this blog and this post is all about it.

What I decided to do with my blog was to give book reviews. But ya know, just for the sake of my future self because I know nobody will really read this except my future self.

I will start on the next post.

My oh-so pathetic lovelife

Posted for two straight days! Wow! Hahahahahahahaha. I am pathetic, okay.

I actually have been calling myself pathetic a lot these days. I don’t know, it’s true, I guess.

Soooooo. There’s this guy. I’ve known him since we were kids. Like, 6 or something. Since then, he was the “heartthrob” or what you would call a kid whom a lot of people kids had a crush on. I was one of them, actually. Hmm. But that doesn’t matter. I can’t even remember my first grade days. Hahahahahaha.

This guy, let’s call him boy fhore (lol, remember my last post? She was the girl fhore. I am friends with a lot of fhores, huh?). Fhore actually stands for famewhore. I made it so as not to be obvious and my friends liked it so we used it. Hahahaha. So boy fhore, well, he claims he likes me. Lol. I appreciate his efforts, his the-girl-I-like-is-materialistic-I-guess-and-she-loves-food efforts, but efforts, nonetheless. But sometimes, me just being me, I can’t help but think that he doesn’t really like me in that way. Why? Idk. I just don’t trust anybody. I don’t trust my friends telling me he genuinely likes me. I don’t trust him telling me he genuinely likes me. Haha. Trust issues? Hmm. That’s what I tell them. But i do not think so.

It’s actually because of his inconsistency. Yes, he buys me gifts (and expensive ones haha) and food, but really, he’s so inconsistent. Like one week before he’ll be so sweet and so caring and stuff and the next week? Well, it’s like I don’t even exist! Really though? And it’s like the latter week, this week. He hasn’t even liked my profile picture. xD

Another thing is, well, he is a famewhore. And you know I hate famewhores. It’s just so stupid. Why would you wanna be famous by being such attention thirsty? Ew. He’s actually at the top of the social ladder already, but idk, he doesn’t seem to be contented. This way that I think about him, he doesn’t know. And I prefer to stay that way.

Thirdly (and I think lastly), HE IS SUCH A FLIRT!. [Well, I'm kinda flirty too, not as much as him though!] That’s another thing why I do not trust him. When he says charming things and stuff, I just can’t help thinking if he already said that to other girls. And really, flirting. In front of me. Really.

Also, sometimes, when he ignores me, it’s like he’s angry at me with something but I don’t even know what I did wrong! It’s like he’s the girl in this

relationship

sometimes. LOL. Ugh. Whatever.

And it’s an issue whenever we discuss the trust part. But how can I trust him when every single time I walk out of my comfort zone, he does stupid things and stuff that makes me, idk, pissed? Then, I walk back in my zone again.

In a few times I complained about stuff I dislike about him (that hurts my feelings loljk), he always manages to turn it all back unto me! Like I’m the one who did the fault! Ugh. Really.

Seriously though, I do not know why I still like him. After everything I hate about him, I still like him. I want to NOT like him so badly, but I just can’t do it. I really don’t know. I’m confused.

Whatever.

Friend? Nah.

Sooo. Here I am again! Idk, I just wanted to write something and as I said before (yes I remember because I reread my posts), WordPress is the only blog site wherein I can really write but I still do not get how WordPress works. I once even asked something in a forum and I didn’t know it was for technical problems only and some sass queen replied that

You should know that this is only for technical problems

and all that stuff. Can I swear here? I actually can because I know no one I know can read this because no one I know knows about this blog but well, whatever. I’ll feel guilty hahaha

So actually, my WordPress burdens are not the topic of my post. It’s about my friend, the girl fhore. Well, friend or something. I DO NOT MEAN IT IN A ROMANTIC KIND OF WAY, OKAY? I mean it in an our-friendship-is-about-to-be-over-without-her-knowing-i-guess kind of way. We’ve been friends for like 8 or 9 years? And the friendship won’t be over, not really. I think it’s the bestfriendship. She has been one of my best friends. I treated her like one of my best friends, but I am like 75% in hate with her right now. Because she’s a selfish, proud, lazy biatch (there I swore but not really). I am really really really hating her attitude right now. And it’s not just me, my three other best friends, too. We’ve been talking behind her back and kinda backstabbing because we were telling other people, but cannot help it. It’s really getting in our nerves. We’ve already discussed her attitude problem but she didn’t change. Ugh. It’s so stupid. She’s an attention whore too (and I loathe attention whores. And ugh. She claims to love all the books she read, but really, she’s just using the books for, you know, attention and fame and compliments I don’t read books for that. I read books for entertainment. For salvation. For THE CHARACTERS. FOR MY OWN GOOD. FOR THE CHARACTERS’ OWN GOOD. I READ BOOKS TO LOVE BOOKS. And her way is inappropriate in sooo many levels. Bookworms unite! Hahahaha.

We have like, a lot of problems in her whole being. A lot. Also, she feels like she’s really pretty and popular and stuff, but in reality, I say without all the air of being boastful, she’s the unprettiest of us five. She may be popular (but still not the most popular! I think i’m more popular, but that doesn’t matter), but she certainly is not prettier than any of us. No. Just, No. She’s the shortest and the fattest, also. I may be chubby, but she’s overweight. I’m normal.

So that’s it. My looongest ever post in WordPress. And I wasted time just to rant about her. HAHAHA. Whatever.

Here’s a picture of us five. Guess who she is.

Divergent is <3

OHKAY. So, I’m bored. And my hands need something to do so I decided to write here. or blog here. or post here. whatever. I should be sleeping BUT as usual , I’m too lazy to take a half bath and brush myteeth and stuff. I know, not hygienic blablabla but I can’t help it and you can’t really do anything about it.

 

SO, I decided that I’d blog about Divergent. It’s my favorite book, currently. It even topped Percy Jackson which was my favorite since last year and trust me, when I say favorite, it’s favorite ’cause I read (and LOVE) a looooooooooooot  of books. When I declare one as my favorite, the book (or series) should be flattered. XDD

 

Back to the topic, Divergent is THE BEST BOOK (SERIES) EVER. Or the best series that I’ve read, so far. It really messed with my emotions, did you know that? ugh.

AND a factor of why I love Divergent is TOBIAS EATON. Tobias is a character in the book (duh) and he’s Tris’ love interest. Tris’ BOYFRIEND. I accept that, though. I even ship them! I’m in luuuuurve with Tobias, but he’s happy with Tris, so who am I to break that? OMG. I am so pathetic. In love with a fictional character? ugh. But I can’t help it. and if YOU would read it (and if YOU is a girl haha) I’m pretty sure you’d be in love with him too.

 

Divergent is post apocalyptic. And it has a looooot of plot twists that you just can’t help but gasp (or sigh, when Tobias is involved) when it happens. It’s a really good series. It’s a trilogy, but so far, only two has been released (Divergent and Insurgemt) and the last book’s title is still not revealed and it’s really killing me ’cause the 2nd book’s ending really left me hanging ’cause it’s a really really REALLY BIG PLOT TWIST  and AAAHHH I’m screaming, help.  OH, I just love it. (and tobias hahaha)

 

btw, Divergent’s going to be a movie! The taping’ll start on March and Tris is gonna be played by Shailene Woodley and I heard Kate Winslet is gonna be in it too. The role of Tobias is still unsure and I think they’re choosing from Alex Pettyfer (NOOOO!), Lucas Till (still not FIT), Jeremy IRvine (eh okay) and Brendon Thwaites (eh okay). Honestly, I don’t think anyone’s gonna be fit for Tobias, idk, i just know that nobody will really play Tobias perfectly. I think they’ll just ruin the Tobias in my head. The movie will be shown on 2014 though. Still a looooong way to go.

 

 

the factions (I think I’m fit in Erudite or Dauntless ’cause I can never be Candor ’cause I lie easily, not Amity ’cause peace i overrated and certainly not Abnegation ’cause I’m selfish, I admit that)

 

 

 

<3

New hair and (hopefully) new ways

OKAY. So I just remembered to write here cause this is like the only blog i have wherein I write and I really don’t how WordPress works. HAHAHA. I should be studying but you know, like every student (well except like the really really nerdy kids), I’m procrastinating. HAHAHA.

I HAVE A NEW HAIR. And I really haven’t had hair this short since forever. HAHA. And hopefully because of this I’ll have a new start (clearly not, look at what I’m doing LOL). Here it is.

By the way, that’s also my profile pic on facebook haha

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While I’m making this post, I’m currently flying to Manila. Yes, FLYING. The superhero-ish stuff. Jk. Of course on a plane duh. But I didn’t expect you to believe. Duh. How gullible can you be?

So it’s the first day of the year! I really really REALLY hope 2013 WILL BE ROCKING.

I mean, 2012 was sooooooooo complicated and I had soo many problems. Well, probably not the problems others are facing today like hunger and poverty and other stuff but you know, heartbreaks, friendship stuff, family matters and school. It was the wooorst year in my 13 years of life. Well, of course I don’t remember the first like, 8 years and stuff but I’m pretty sure I was super contented before then. I actually expected 2012 to be awesome. During the new year, my whole family was there and we were so happy then I got like a hundred more or less when my grandma threw coins. Which is a first for me cause I’m not really good at those kinds of things. But back to the topic, the first 3 months of the year, WELL I ASSUMED 2012 will be awesome. the whole of 2012. But I was wrong, unfortunately. On the fourth month (and it was summer for god’s sake), everything started going downhill. My mom left for Dubai and I didn’t have anything to do so I pigged out in my room and well, I got fat. WHICH IS UGH UGH UGH. And then school started. At first, it was cool. I’m happy with my friends and I was a little glad with the lovelife I had (HAHAHA LOVELIFE EW PATHETIC). But by August, well, my grades were low. I was usually always at the top 10 but now, I WAS IN rank 26! Like really. =_= And the little of

lovelife

I had? WELL, I was depressed like the whole month or something (well not really depressed haha I’m not that pathetic haha) cause he was ignoring me for whatever reasons he had (LIKE I CARE PSH). So whatever, I had no mom and dad, no lovelife and looooow grades. I just stayed home. Read books. Books were my only salvation at that time. I LOVE READING. Then things started, well not really what I wanted, but it was better than the past months and stuff. And now, I’m too lazy to tell you my 2012 so maybe i’ll do the remaining months next time hahaha

I’m gonna sleep. I’m gonna update this later

UPDATED: 07:24 pm. I just woke up. I’m still soooo sleepy. Asleep from 2-7:24. HAHAHA I’m that sleepy. Ugh.